Me Being Me (what else can I be?)

So Beautiful

Some songs are so pretty they almost make me cry. This one not only does that, but it makes me want to fall in love.

Hard to Concentrate by The Red Hot Chili Peppers (btw, their concert was amazing!)

HUSTLE, BUSTLE AND SO MUCH MUSCLE AWWW
CELLS ABOUT TO SEPARATE
AND I FIND IT HARD TO CONCENTRATE AND

TEMPORARY THIS CASH AND CARRY
I'M STEPPING UP TO INDICATE
THE TIME HAS COME TO DEVIATE AND

ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY AND
TAKE THIS MOMENT TO MAKE YOU MY FAMILY AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND SOMETHING PERFECT AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND

DEATH DEFYING THIS MESS I'M BUYING
IT'S RAINING DOWN WITH LOVE AND HATE
AND I FIND IT HARD TO MOTIVATE AND

ESTUARY IS BLESSED BUT SCARY YOUR
HEARTS ABOUT TO PALPITATE
AND I'M NOT ABOUT TO HESITATE AND

ONE TO TREASURE THE REST OF YOUR DAYS HERE AND
GIVE YOU PLEASURE IN SO MANY WAYS DEAR AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND SOMETHING PERFECT AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND......HERE WE GO

DO YOU WANT ME TO SHOW UP FOR DUTY AND
SERVE THIS WOMAN AND HONOR HER BEAUTY AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND SOMETHING PERFECT AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND........YOURSELF

WITH ME......WILL YOU...AGREE...TO TAKE
THIS MAN...INTO YOUR WORLD...
AND NOW...WE ARE AS ONE....

MY LONE RANGER THE HEAT EXCHANGER
IS LIVING IN THIS FIGURE EIGHT
AND I'LL DO MY BEST TO RECREATE AND

SWEET PRECISION AND SOFT COLLISION AWWW
HEARTS ABOUT TO PALPITATE
AND I FIND IT HARD TO SEPARATE AND

ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY AND
TAKE THIS WOMAN AND MAKE YOU MY FAMILY AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND SOMEONE PERFECT AND
FINALLY YOU HAVE FOUND......YOURSELF

If I ever get married, this might have to be our song. Go download it from iTunes. It's so beautiful. I can't stop playing it. And it's making it hard to concentrate.

Down a Little More

Finally hitting the 145 mark! I've been frustrated because I've gotten to 145 with my own scale during the week, but by the time I weigh in on Mondays, it's creaped back up. Since Monday is a holiday, I'm switching my weigh ins to Fridays. I'm curious what that will do for my progress. I know I have to consistantly lose, but I think I'll be more inspired during the week to take off what I do wrong on the weekends.

Treasure Hunter Winners

Awe, I'm happy the Geniuses won. Not a surprise since they were the only ones giving the play by play interviews. Not the best editing. But glad they won. Nice!

Oh, and not to mention I thought I knew for sure what the cryptic code was, only to find out I was wrong. Seriously, up until they solved it I was thinking I was the shit for knowing it. Whoops!

I guess that's another of the many reasons why I'm not on a reality show.

Oh, and just an aside about reality shows, I have a serious crush on Dr. Will. Ok, maybe not serious, but there's really something about him. Makes me think part of my problem with certain someones in my life is that they're actually good guys.

Terrible, I know, but there's something about a bad boy.

Awe

So my first thought when I opened up Maggie's blog, was, "wow! I posted that video last week!"

And I felt cool.

I kept reading, and her post Soon led me to Where the Hell is Matt? and it almost made me cry too. Can I be Matt's friend? I haven't read anything on his site, just saw his video, and frankly, I might be in love.

Slow Progress

It's really hard to stay focused and motivated right now. But at least I'm down 1/2 a pound.

So Much To Do

Probably pleanty of time to do it all, just zero energy today. Ugh. Funny how you can go from feeling somewhat on top of things to almost overwhelmed in just a short night. Not quite overwhelmed, as most of the things I need to do won't really take too long, just that all I want to do right now is sleep.

Up a Little

After a weekend in Discovery Bay, eating and drinking as much as I wanted, I was thrilled that I only gained 1/2 a pound. Whew!

It's getting harder to stay focused and motivated. Especially since I feel better. But I'm determined to get to my goal this time. I'm already looking forward to all the smaller clothes I'll have to buy!

Just In Case Anyone Was Wondering

I hate Microsoft. HATE them. And their products. Especially SharePoint Server. It's a big pain in my fat ass.

This is Great

I don't know how people come up with this stuff!
 
OK Go - Here it Goes Again

Not Good at Challenges

I've pretty much dropped Rhonna's challenge. I just don't create much any more. At least right now I don't. Still love the idea though. And I still want to move more. It's just going slower than I hoped. Or maybe faster... and time is flying by while I still haven't done anything.

But I lost another 1.1 pounds at yesterday's weigh in. Weekends are tough, but I'm hanging in there. My scale at home says I lost 5 pounds since yesterday. I didn't eat much because I was nausous from my TOM, but I'm just going to focus on what the scale at Jenny says. Though it is nice to see the lower numbers. Today my stomach looks really flatter, which I guess is what happens when you don't eat for a day, but it'll probably pooch back out after a normal day of eating. Slowly but surely. I'll get there.